『Upon the Heaven』

我今天，来过。

该停止回忆吗？

宝贝~我回来了。

“我一直都在，你记得回来。”

 我说，

既然你还在，那么，我必须要回来。

我们的南京故事，将在你今夏毕业的那天，画上三年完美的句号。

而我们的北京故事，已经开始。

                                             想你的    上上

又想起你

这是何等的不堪

终于鼓起勇气进来这里，

还是忍不住眼泪

就像每当我想起你，都要鼻子一酸

我不知这是为什么

当初，折腾的也是我，把自己放在了如此尴尬的境地

我想你，我想和你说话，我想听你的声音，想你拥抱我，想你给我讲笑话，想你叫我小鸟儿，想抱着你挂在你身上看你上网哪怕什么都不干，想和你一起看天天向上，想你牵着我带我去喝枣奶酸奶，想我问你耐我不你说“耐”，想你爱着我的所有小毛病，我想你，就让我再想一想你吧，写在这里，我知道你不会看见，不知道何时能看见。

承受不了你对我冷漠

看着Q上你的头像发呆

这些都是多么的微不足道，微不足道，微不足道，微不足道

十一过后又回到这个地方，有时感到很幸福，有时候觉得很压抑。

为了很多无关的事情疲于奔命，虽然与我无关，但是却无法逃避，这就是人生的责任吗，我想可能与命运有关，与个性有关。

太多的时候想卸下重担，在回来之前还在快乐的告诉自己这次回来不再为那些事情而苦恼，要快乐轻松的面对，但不知是什么让我无法摆脱对自己无止境的鞭策。

似乎生活总是矛盾的。我也想看看书，睡睡觉，和朋友拉拉家常，发发呆逛逛街，但是当这些真的实现时又会惴惴不安起来。

什么样的事情，可以让人真正的感到悲哀呢。太多的结果，都像羽毛一般，轻的让人无法承受。

走在ZARA里，几乎每一件衣服都让我喜欢。这是多么难得，又多么肤浅。我无法开口说出我很想要这件这件还有这件，无法判断停止判断这些昂贵的价钱，更无法判断眼前的脸是真诚还是伪善。只好安慰自己，吃人家东西嘴短，以后靠自己力量买。几次泪光在眼中回转，都强憋了回去，回到家躲进厕所可以大哭一场的时候却怎么都想不到为河而哭。我真是可笑，还很虚伪，而且健忘。

哥说，要是你有了条件，也要出国去看一看。哥说，等哥有了钱，给你买...

人生有诸多的不幸，哪一种不幸都要比我严重得多。也许，这就是为什么我不知该为何而哭。那些挫败感在我小小的心灵里引起了大大的波澜，却与这大大的世界毫无关联。

哈尔滨的天空还是很蓝。老铁说，是啊，对于大城市来的人来说，哈尔滨的确没什么可去的地方。

爸爸正和一个人视频，女的，这很正常，我没有和任何人提起。愿他过得好，过得自由和幸福。

妈妈依旧不知道在折腾什么，我还是觉得她对于钱的欲望过于强烈，太急功近利。她就是“活在当下”的典型代表，可见这种时下流行的说法并不能让人过上长久的幸福生活。

我多么渴望我是一只自由的小鸟，和你在蔚蓝的天空翱翔，尽情享受阳光和雨露。

可是我仍然是我，仍然要生活在这里，仍然无法停止热爱那些挚爱的亲人，仍然要奋斗，仍然要用偷哭的方式宣泄压抑已久的委屈和感动，仍然要整天和你怨天怨地唠唠叨叨

你也许没有看懂，但是没关系

但愿你幸福，但愿我们可以真正的幸福。

我呢，也许只有到达幸福的彼岸，才能释怀。

Honey~~~I'm back!Missing u much~~

Today we went to the postoffice to get your 包裹^_^Mom likes these food very much!And she told me to say thanks to you~^_^

Honey~Two weeks left~I must do something.Not only stay at home reading books or walking in the shopping mall...Maybe I will go on studying English...or studying flash...

Honey,u say u want to goto FuDan~It's a good decision!And Shanghai is really a good place.I'm beside u ,whenever,whatever happens and wherever!^_^The only thing u need to do is----put all your heart into the study~Your dream is my dream,honey...Do u know,when the two people are togetter,the risk gets doubled.But the happieness after struggling is doubled too!

Honey,I know how much I love u.

宝贝~

2009牛年钟声响起，我以一场感冒发烧光荣迎接。在大年初一特别节目《梦幻NBA》的陪伴声中迷迷糊糊……

在家里的日子一天天无声息的流走，期待的日子，即将开始，有你一起，我很幸福，珍惜。

                                                                                        想你的    上上

honey:~MM~

Today I had the big meeting with 30 classmates more or less,it's not easy already,this class has 80 persons ago~I saw so many familiar faces I have never seen 3 or 4 years,although some of them i can't remember their names quickly~but all of us had a good time in one afternoon.most of them have taken jobs already,such as 会计事务所、太（原）钢（铁）集团……most grils have a big change from we graduated,a gril who was studying all day and never say one word with anyone ago,but now,she was singing all time this afternoon,and told us she is living in Guangzhou now, what's more,one guy was studying in 北大 these years and made a 社团 named “宗教哲学xxx” which managed by 国家宗教事务局（maybe），now he is working in Beijing 昌平 as a small manager…… all of these things and people we have seen are made us 唏嘘不已~~嘿嘿~

02—9 some guys

we left numbers and QQ to each other,someone make a list and print that paper at once,how nice they are!it is a wonderful meeting.

when back home,i saw the CCTV5《Basketball Park》which my favorite program.It told two stories about John starks and Elie. they are true man they were not the best players like kobe or james,but they fight for live in this world,Lose for them are so normal that they trained hard everyday,finally they found their own places in NBA with so many big stars teammates.there was a word for them:

"Strong,is a sign for a man in his whole life."（坚强，是一个男人一生的符号）

I couldn't bear to lose you~baby   

Honey~Now I have just finished the supper~I’m very hungry when I smelled the 肘子味 flied out from the kitchen.But when I sit at the table I didn’t see 肘子…I was very disappointed…>_<But I still ate much~Haha…

We received the books bought in JOY~Then books,including mom’s kind and some on your list^_^Like <万历十五年>and<病者生存>.

Honey,I watched a movie today,and I forget its name,but the little girl actress is the same girl with <American Girl>~I like her!She is very smart~Today’s story is about the girl’s father’s love story.The father is going to 离婚with his wife,the girl’s mother.He told his daughter that,the story has a happy end-----they burn the girl.My tear came out then…

Honey,I hope I am the happy end of my parents’ marriage.

Honey,I played the 俄罗斯方块 with mom for all afternoon.We were so happy!Mom couldn’t beat me!Haha…And we also played the Super Marial togetter!I’m the green one~I think we will going on to play this night!Haha…Mom is like a small girl~And she laughs louldly~~^_^

Honey~Missing u~How about your party today?

See u at night!Yours BBTT~~

~~~mm~~~I'm here baby,u are always in my heart^_^

Today I saw a flim 《桃花运》told some women's love story.But most of them were lied by their boy friend,and it's fit for the time which too many 剩男剩女 in this modern society.there are many stars in it.

Weather in here (这貌似得用are) very very cold these days,the weather report said it will be —24度 tomorrow……OMG,it's colder than Harbin's —21! I called that is strong storm+乱 flying snow~~~it is so spectacular(壮观) and beautiful.

Tomorrow I will gonna to join in the meeting with 高中文科 classmates.Some of them are far away my brain besides name.We have never see each other too long time,except 3 or 4 guys.Only beacause we have no meeting when graduate from high school.

In fact I'm awlays thinking about the details that I meet mom one day with you~~what will she think about me?Will she let I make family with her baby daughter? some worried about it~and some exciting~expecting~

baby , you ask me whether 耐 u ~ I say  yes! absolutely! 确定 一定 以及肯定!

I love you .  my sweety T T. 

have a good sleep~Hug you to dream………………………………

Honey~U have disapeared today!What's going on???I'm worried about u...

Today I watched two movies u downlaoded for me~One is <American Dream>,the other is <American Girl>.I like the little girl!The story is also about the financial crisis.^_^

This afternoon your EMS came~Grandma asked to see your photo,and she said this guy was handsome~^_^Haha...Then mom saw it.She said this guy was a little 凶^_^hahahaha...And she saw your birthday,realised that u were younger than me...Haha...But I have more confidence after this.Because they do like u.

Honey~Just now before the supper,I teached mom to play the 小霸王 with 手柄.Mom like to play it very much and we have a enjoyable time togetter~Mom said when I was a baby,she often played it with dad after I got asleep.It's a beatiful memory,isn't it?

Honey,I miss u.And I am waiting for your message...See u at night~MM...

                                                                   Love from yours TTLP~^_^

my baby sweety~MM~

just received your message,miss you harder and harder~~~

today I helped mom washing many clothes and sheets（床单）,because the sewer（下水道）doesn't work these days,so I helped her to take lots of water out with barrels.I felt it's a kind of happiness. just like you said,our parents are getting older when we are growing up day by day.we need to share more time and more mind to them and our kids in future.

And then I saw a film named 《远离赌城Leaving las vegas》which is called the 尼古拉斯凯奇's 成名作.It's a story about a drunk（酒鬼）and a prostitutes（妓女） told something about love in life.

After delicious supper,i watch TV with mom too.that was"CCTV  3th my favorite people's policeman"selecting and pesentation（颁奖）.So many moved stories about those "true policeman"

（警察性质上也属于国家机器，但这个职业和医生，教师都本应该是最光荣最受社会尊敬的职业，除了台上的几位忠于职守一心为民的典型外，队伍中的大部分思想上和技术水平上仍不敢恭维……）

These days I saw some interesting pages on website and blogs."《南方周末》的前世今生"in 核桃林 is one of them.and everyone in cucn has to say sth about the “5000万事件". We could do nothing about MR 蒲 or somebody else.But it can tell us a word : 关心政治~  one of my friends wrote a text about this yesterday,but it was delated by 校内管理员 today(in 24hours),also besides the news on sohu sina 163……'s headlines.they can't find anything about the bad news for cucn.How "wonderful" the control do~~we can see how important the 舆论 control is.this is not a simple thing,we also can't say a "bad" only about it.it's interesting to research.

HAHA~show you a very funny video ,里边有熟悉的声音哦~~~

 http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XNjUxNzMxOTI=.html

baby~I miss you ,wantna to kiss you and hug tightly…… 

                                    love yours  SSLG~

^_^Honey~SSLG

honey~以下都是我没看过想看的，也是想推荐给你看的，我手头的都没列在下边，回学校宝贝可以随时拿着看~

基本包括几大类，管理、人文、经济、哲学、历史、心理、旅行、科技、励志等，宝贝从中筛选感兴趣的，或者一些咱不感兴趣但应该了解的常识类~么么，耐你~希望宝贝充实，开心~

《退步集》 作者：陈丹青 https://www.amazon.cn/detail/product.asp?uid=168-2932827-5698609&prodid=bkbk635382&ref=SL

《中国古代文化常识（插图典藏本）》https://www.amazon.cn/detail/product.asp?uid=168-2932827-5698609&prodid=bkbk728248&ref=SL

《书读完了》https://www.amazon.cn/detail/product.asp?uid=168-2932827-5698609&prodid=zjbk594223&ref=SL

《闲话中国人/品读中国书系》https://www.amazon.cn/detail/product.asp?uid=168-2932827-5698609&prodid=zjbk303242&ref=SL

《不能承受的生命之轻/米兰·昆德拉作品系列》https://www.amazon.cn/detail/product.asp?uid=168-2932827-5698609&prodid=zjbk030314&ref=SL

《公共人的衰落》https://www.amazon.cn/detail/product.asp?uid=168-2932827-5698609&prodid=zjbk8009tx&ref=SL

《朝九晚五》http://www.douban.com/subject/3272662/

《一个广告人的自白》http://www.douban.com/subject/1031526/

《有趣的制造》http://www.douban.com/subject/3032726/

《欧洲：一堂丰富的人文课》http://www.douban.com/subject/3092871/

《我爱问连岳》一、二http://www.douban.com/subject/2143304/

《西班牙旅行笔记》http://www.douban.com/subject/1962923/

《101个有趣的哲学问题》http://www.douban.com/subject/2969416/

《第二十二条军规》全译本/译林世界文学名著http://www.douban.com/subject/1393374/

《火车头大旅行》http://www.douban.com/subject/1999662/

《万历十五年》http://www.douban.com/subject/1981042/

《瓦尔登湖》http://www.douban.com/subject/1865089/

《动物农场》http://www.douban.com/subject/1255500/

全球通史：从史前史到21世纪（第7版 上下册）http://www.douban.com/subject/1225977/

《激荡三十年》http://www.douban.com/subject/1970428/

《世界是平的（3.0版）》http://www.douban.com/subject/3184666/

《只有偏执狂才能生存》http://www.douban.com/subject/1002474/

第一期书单暂且到此咯~以后会陆续发布~我们的阅读生活,希望伴你身边……

                                                                                                   LOVE you     SSLG

Yesterday had no blog...

Honey`~^_^~This afternoon I had a good sleep!Your words are useful~~^_^Hoho~And then I had a good supper~Dad bought me Harbin干肠 and bought mom and grandma red 内衣.We were brought these things back this morning~

Honey~I miss u.Nothing important happens.I didn't watch any movie as well.

The Spring festival is coming~

I miss u...

That's all...

...

Hope u be happy

Honey:

~MM~we are both tired today,I had game with them from 9:30 to 12:00.When finished the game,all of us said "we will have one week to resume at least",HAHA,we are a group of old men now~

Mom and I played with the nephew at afternoon.GAO'YANG come to ask me to help her selecting a notebook on website Halfway.My 高中文科班 classmates say they will have a meeting at friday and a organizer will come to discuss something about it with me.There will be another meeting with class 3 after Spring Festival.Maybe these are the last meetings with most 高中 classmates in 10 years future. I will start my life with my baby sweety,HeiHei~ 

this is 浑源小媳妇儿凉粉 brother-in-law took for supper.it's famous around this area and very delicious! 

yeah~I had sent my student ID to baby~written my sister's name. today a news about “cucn's 前董事 had 非法挪用 5000万”上了163,sina,sohu,央视国际头条 again……

太不省心了~~But i don't care it now~i only miss my baby~~~~~

                                       love u SSLG

Honey,happy 'Small year'~^_^Mom and I made 饺子 for supper~I 擀皮儿，mom 包~And I learned how to 和面 and 和馅 from mom.I think we can make 饺子together next time~Heihei~~^_^

Honey

I want to relax.But my head is always full of things.I can't stop to think the long ways ahead.The CETs,the 考研,the 学费,the workplace...I don't know in what time can I have my own life.Sometimes I want to cry out heavily.Sometimes the tears has already crossed in eyes...The days passed slowly...I'm falling into my sorrow world...

I miss u honey...Reading your blog is the most happy thing everyday.A little 矫情？...

I will go to sleep soon.Tomorrow we will go to IKEA to buy some wood 板 like Summer's.

Honey.Hope u have a happy time with family~Loving u.

Baby sweety:

I like the earthenware(陶制)  boy you made! Just looks like someboby~~the light you bought is beautiful and quaint（古朴）,有味儿！I want to build our house as fast as I can.you are the hostess……only and forever.    

ten days past……mom said to me that she felt i just came back home yesterday.I miss you baby~

Today is "small year" in chinese culture.In my hometown,people will eat the "麻糖" today,it's said that 灶王爷 will go to heaven to tell lie to 玉皇大帝 about human world,so every household give the 麻糖 to 灶王爷 for shut his mouse.(I remember this story when i was a kid)^_^

This morning i stayed at home for watching the Houston VS Heat NBA Game.it's wonderful!when I finished lunch,I went outside shopping with mom for Spring Festival.Now,I was alone at home in dark,missing u more……

Nephew will has a holiday from tomorrow,so we will take care of him while my sister is working everyday's afternoon.OMG~ 

Harbin is holding the 24TH 大冬会 this year.It looks bustling（热闹）in TV.HOHO~~

this is a page I read today,show it to u~

http://www.psytopic.com/mag/post/conduct-recruitment-law-would-you-take-google.html

from a website named: "Psytopic"身边的心理学 I think you will be interested in it. 

And here is 美国国家地理2008年最佳 for u ~it's beautiful~

http://www.unicornblog.cn/user1/141/2009111205352.html

I miss you baby,Hold you tightly……we will meet again one month later,love you forever.

                                                                          yours SSLG

Honey~

Firstly,show u the pictures!

This is my house~客厅塞~Mom chooses the 窗帘 and light~I like them^_^

This is the 藤灯 bought yesterday~I want to put it beside the sofa~

This light and 藤桌 was bought yesterday either.Mom likes them~They will be put in my living room~^_^

This...this...is... ...a little boy...I made...

A little 粗糙...Made in only one hour...

If gave me one more hour,I would made better~ 

Heihei^_^~~But I like it~

Honey~Today,the hostess came to our small house~She gave us many good advises~And she said she would guide us to buy some furnitures these days~She spoke highly of me~Haha...she thought I was 有气质...Hahahaha....^0^Happy~

Honey,Mom allows me to paint the wall of my living room.It's a small space~I will think of it and begin to do later!Haha...dream has come true~It's小试牛刀~Waiting for our own house...

Honey,i miss u. I can't sleep well these days.I don't know why.Everything is Ok here...En~

Honey

MMMMM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

How are u baby today~I have lunch in grandma's house with other sisters and brothers,It's so delicious!I'm love'n it!……But i also had a little sad at that time,because when I see grandma get older and more slow while we grow biger and fatter,when I have no opportunity to eat her food……

We finished it~none left!

LZ在GL~

ICE LAKE

it looks like a fox ~ha

锻炼身体的老爷子和钓鱼儿的人们，其中穿蓝色牛仔裤的那个是高中同学赛~

the same photo 接受苍穹检阅

small sun  round clouds

the same photo i showed utoo.

《闪电狗》发现小兔牙鼠！

This afternoon,Gaoyang、my brother and i went to see a friend who is our "Far—brother",he hold a new shop selling clothes in Shopping Street,i meet a old friend of ours who is a National defense（国防生）  We talked sth about his business.~

HAHAHA~~~~I like your FLASH very very much!! you have a great process in a few days!OMG,How smart this wife is!!!耐耐！！！ 

you are sleeping now baby,I walk slowly and kiss u soft~~u are my honey sweety.耐不够~~~~~~~

Good evening~My honey^_^First show u my new play~Heihei~She can sing!Press on her mouse then she songs~Press on her eyes she will be happy^_^Is she like me?Hoho~~

Honey~Today I stayed at home and helped mom with the houseworks.She called me "笨球"when I didn't know how to put on the 窗帘~^_^

Today's supper is the "spring cake(春饼)"~We roll many dishes into the round cake~Like 煎饼果子~Mom and I both eat too much so we deside to take a walk outside.

We went to the 稻香村 and bought some cookies for breakfast.

Then,Mom took me to a small shop sold old furniture.There was many wonderful things in it,tomorro I will show u the pictures of them.Because mom bought many things in it and they will be send to our small house tomorrow.I guess u must like them very much!They just fit your taste!^_^

The hostess of the shop was so graceful a woman!She spoke slowly and her voice was soft.She and her husband are both artist.I see her house in the photo.It's wonderful!I like her very much~She just lives near us in“格林小镇”besedes our 小区.

Honey,I miss u.I feel sleepy now.Wish to hug you in sweety dream~^_^

See u tomorrow!Deeply kiss...

babyTT~ a big kiss to u frist!

My baby is a good wife~I wish that the days we are cleaning our house together will come soon.

Today I finished the film 《贫民窟的百万富翁》which has got many metals in "Gold—Ball" meeting.It's said this film is very great.it tells a story like 开心辞典 in indian.there is a 雷人 dance in the last.HAHA~the kid acter just looks like the acter in 《追风筝的人》~~~I think u will like it when u have seen.

I find many books I want to read again in JOYO.A new 耳机、a new mouse and a pair of new shoes had to buy in new team.Now,I start to think some details a month later.heihei~the "war" is coming soon! 

Tomorrow I want to get up early to walk around the streets and make some interesting photos for us.I must do more "important thing" than before. Absolutely I should make a plan for my holiday life just like u told me.here is MR yuan's plan in 2009~his blog is good for us~you could have a look.

http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/indexlist_1217743083_2.html

I remember the days you are beside me.kiss my sleeping babyTT~love u^

Today,grandma employs mom and me to clean the new house~She will pay us by 20 yuan per hour!Haha~

We went to the new house in the morning.It's the first time for me to see the house after it has been builded up~I cleaned the window first.It's such a 累人的 work.I climbed up and down and nearly fell down the bench.

Then I cleaned the floor of two rooms.Each room was cleaned four times.I knelt on the floor at first and sit on the floor at last.I was tired.At this time,I realised my  physique was too bad.

Mom seemed to have energy never used up.She cleaned the kicthen and bathroom,didn't give up any corner.

Grandma bought us 煎饼果子 for supper.It was not as delicious as CUCN's.

Honey,I'm tired today.Maybe tomorrow we will go to some 家具城.

Mom said the subway near the new house would work about two years later.I think,if I come back to Beijing to read 研究生,everything will be nice.Heihei,but,to be around u is nice enough.^_^

Missing u!Have a good dream~

Honey^_^

I got up late this morning~Because the 被窝 was warm!I had woke up but I wanted to stay in longer~HOHO~~

As soon as I got up,I read your blog~I feel happy,u know,both 幸福and快乐~

外甥 has grown up!I think he becomes more handsome then before~And he really looks like u less and less!Haha~~~So pretty and cute little boy~I want to kiss his baby face!^0^

U have seen the blogs of JiaTong's?But u still can not understand my blog,do u?

She said she was happy in 一寝.They three loved each orther.She said ...

I can't find my belonging.I don't belong to 二寝where I live now,and I don't belong to 一寝 either.I'm afraid to break the good atmosphere in 一寝 now.

I also read 家尼's blog.I realise everyone of 二寝 is lonely.

Honey,I miss u. 

Today,I will follow Mom and grandpa to clean up the small house.

OK,I will go~Missing u!See u at night!

    I will write it again in a easy word~

Today I have watched the perfect game in CUI’s home with him.

    I read “咱东北一家人”——your blog this afternoon when I am alone at home.By the way I read Jiatong’s Blog. Indeed, as you said she write down her thinking in a special way, they are some comfortable text like you write. There is a song named “so nice so smart ” In her blog is heared good.Here are someother good songs I think for u.

《love you lately》《anyone else but you》《Tokyo police club》^_^

    Tomorrow is CUI's brithday.Laohao and wanwan will come back a few days later,at that time,we will have enough persons to make two teams to play basketball together.The Sport time is coming!

    I love u baby,the more persons are around me,the more I miss u hard.

    Tell u a big thing that my sister maybe have another baby "two month old",she looks like love borning baby——！>< >< ><

    here show u some pictures 

grandma&grandpa

外甥&小石头儿

姥爷生日宴上的妹妹&外甥

Good night baby,i just recevied your messages ,I love u ,kiss u deeply………………

yours  shangshang LG~~~~

Honey!I get up and show u the pictures yesterday!

At first,I went to LiHui's shcool.This is the crowd of 暖水壶~It's colorful and interesting~^_^

This is her room~So disorderly~

Under her table there is many basketball shoes...She wears the 41size~^_^

 Then we went to the China Agriculture University to take her train ticket.

On the bus I found this--------Red Star Meikailong~Haha,It's the same with Nanjing's!

 Then we reached the University.The gym there is very wonderful!Li Hui said it was the Ice ball gym of 2008 Olympic Games.

 After taken her ticket,we went to drink coffee at another wonderful place in this University.

Look.this is 拿铁coffee~A leaf on it!^^

 The coffee room upstairs~

 OK,here is it!

 Wonderful!Isn't it?^_^An old boiler house before~I like there very much~

 On the way back home~

Show u the frozen river~

 I also find this!A map of 经济开发区~I will study it carefully.(为了打车的时候不再找不到家在哪~)

MM~I will went to wangfujing with LiHui today~But she can't get up now,so we put it off at 12:00.

Saw your face last night~Missing more...

Honey Honey!I'm late today~It's 0 o'clock now~

"子时  夜半销魂，谁人歌"

I made the flash and forgot the time~At the last of the blog I will show u~^_^

Today is also a home-stay day.I watched the film and played 小霸王.The sunshine today is warm~I stood in front of the window and suddenly remember the day u wear the thin jeans!^_^I couldn't help to laugh out~Then I thought of the beginning days of us.It's magical,isn't it?How we first hold hands and hug?How we touch noses and kiss?Only the moon can explan it.

Mom and I send Mr.Gao to the trian station in the evening.He leaves for Harbin to see his daughter GaoYang,whose name is the same with your sister~She is going to marry.

Before we left home,Mr.Gao cooked one big fat fish head for me~Delicious!!

Brother came back in the afternoon too.He will fly back Xiamen tomorrow afternoon.

You know,I will go to play with LiHui tomorrow.I will bath tomorrow morning too^_^~~~

I still don't know where to go with LiHui.

Honey,These days I have think about the ways I made friends.I think I am a loser of this area.Many friends have been far away because of my "don't connect often",because my "don't express the emotion",because of my "don't ask more".It's my fault.That's why I can't step into anyone's heart.Honey,I really feel sad.I feel lonely when you are far away from me.

Honey,I miss u.

Many things to say but I have to sleep.Mom is waiting for me~Kiss your forehead!

P.S.I can't see your first three pictures!Maybe it's because the room to keep photos is too small~You can try the 巴巴变相册 and 引用上传后的照片地址~It's a little troublesome~Heihei~MM

ok,SHOW TIME~

                          Yours,lonely girl

honey baby：

I like your FLASH very much!MM~~~

i have a ingenuity(心灵手巧的)  honey！i'm also in happiness everyday because of you.

TT~TT~You said we have many errors in our blog.But it seems to me that we are right at most.Heihei~Please show all of the mistakes we made you have seen , to prove our English,although it is not the most important thing.i miss u baby~want to have a hug with you.

The big exam is over today,the other friends of mine will come back one by one in these days.I send messages to fangfang,i guess that he has done it well,but some of them feel sad about it.they have done,and we will start~I love you,thanks everything for giving to me.heihei~MM~~

I'm going to have a bath tomorrow morning,as for the whole big famliy will have a brithday party for grandpa at 12:00.There will be 21 persons at that time again.

Today,i thought about "writing",i think i should write some words or make some photos every time when i finish books or films, that's to say,i want to left sth when finish doing sth.Maybe this is a kind of responsibility for me.another thing is i send some native products to grandma  in ShangHai with mom this afternoon.OH yeah,my nephew came here again with his parents to have supper~he call the "小狗儿" as "小斗儿"~HAHA,he always make funs in our lives.

at last,here are some famous pictures of FAN'GAO to show~it really beautiful^_^            《星空》

割耳自画像

this is the last one——《乌鸦满天的麦田》

                                                                                                    yours shangshang~~~kiss~

Made for SSLG^_^

dear  娘子军 master:

       Honey, you said that you  only write 流水帐s day by day.BUT  aslo me. I  understand them and you,my kind baby.these are our lives,we share them each other  in this way  while i couldn't be your side.I'm very happy and warm to see every word you have written everyday,I love you ,my baby,and miss you hard.

mm~~~~~

mm~~~~~

my big moon~~~

this was said the biggest moon in 12 years lately.we have seen the same moon at different places what likes 苏轼and苏辙 did ago.HAHA

       Dear,i read 62 pages of 《历史深处的忧虑》at this afternoon when mom was playing the "connect connect Look" ^_^.It is a interesting book as some people have said sbout it.in book,the author LINDA tell many interesting stories in her life in America.She has a special vision on reading what happened in usual life.i'm also interested in her other books,such as 《西班牙旅行笔记》《带一本书去巴黎》《一路走来一路读》,and so on.

        Another important thing is I heard a bad new about my aunt who have been told by doctor she has got the 帕金森综合症……she is a so warm-hearted kind women,she loves her son and daughter who will be a mom soon much.But her famliy was not rich.i'm very sad,specially when i get a call from her today.she is 挂水 at home now,i want to see her a few days later when she get  litter better.there is a word that  " good man will get a good return."but in fact,too many facts prove it is not true.GOD bless her.what's more,when she saw your photos  last summer i show them to her,she had a good  impression for u.she is a great woman,she is a great mom who i respect.

       I saw the 娘子军 photos when i just finished  making the moon photos for u.i like my 娘子军 TT~~~she is my best beautiful kind sweety baby in my eyes.

  I aslo watch two movies named 《怒火救援》which made in 2004  and 《预见未来/惊魂下一秒》 whose main acter is 尼古拉斯凯奇.  The frist movie made me know a good acter named 丹尼尔华盛顿.you know,he is a black man who has a very melancholy（忧郁）and  an emotional expression.i'm downloading another film which he acted.I have seen many friends wrote some new films' name which they have seen in xiaonei.com.无非all of them are reproted on TV and internet,such as《贫民窟的百万富翁》《本杰明巴顿奇事/返老还童》……we can say:different people have the same lives in holidays at home~~~“Film is a kind of  attitude toward life"~~heihei~~

        I'm interested in FAN'GAO! he aslo like the Sunflower as you like.i want to buy one copy of his  paintings named 《麦田和乌鸦》.this is his last painting,he was killed himself when finished this work.there is a movie about FAN'GAO 《梵高与提奥》~

        at last,shangshang want to say :i hope that my baby has a great good health happy warm holiday at home with mom and grandparents.

                       You're  always in my heart.